Tuesday, July 28, 2009
think,
think,
think and think..........
alot stuffs in mind.
prediction, illusion, facts
i seen alot, heard alot of....
different faces, different attitude, different characters
how ppl behave
how ppl reply
how ppl react
how ppl speak
all lead me to an answer
my brain nvr stop.. even in my dream it working
can it take holiday???
wish it can after maybe 60yr,70yr or maybe earlier
who noe...
i love to observe people
look at humans and animals
and ask myself
"wat are they thinking now", "are they happy"
and sometime try put urself in their "shoes"
how would u feel, wat will u do and react.
now i have a dream and wish
earn as much money as possible
to.........(sercet)
phrase of the day:
Those who listen to lies lose the ability to hear the truth.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
im damn poor now!!!!
argh
u changed, i can see
tml working agn
haiz
night guys
ORANGE, ORANGE, ORANGE
Saturday, July 18, 2009
be smart, don't get caught, i have sharp eye, i believe so
u nvr ever prove me wrong before
sad to say, i oso have nth much to comment too.
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today was fun and even thou not much ppl
simple day as usual
i going to slp soon.. now is about 3am..
tired.. working on monday agn
boring.. but cant wait for it
cus it keep me busy.. haha
i nid save money
even thou i nid buy alot of stuffs
im trying to save + spend
anyway nth much to say
~good night~
Thursday, July 16, 2009
when i at work, im home sick due to wanting to slp at home
when i at home, i have home phobia due to too free at home
so basically, i wan to keep myself busy
as busy as possible
maybe my body wan it tat way
and i now trying to save as much money as possible
$400-$500 a month
plus,i aiming for
a ps3,
a Sony LCD TV,
LV wallet
still have alot la
but those are the most expensive item among all
so best if not to let my bank becoming empty.. haha
When u actually see and smell a dead body,
u can nvr compare it seeing it on a photos
cos the difference is so big.
The best antidote against fifty enemy, is a true friend
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
wow
i cant believe there an iphone in my hse now
it so amazing..
i wish i can have 1 too
maybe next yr
when my contract over
LOL.. haha
sometime wat they do dun tally to wat ppl's say
it is like u are telling me tat wat i say is right
but u dun wan to admit tat im right
and most of the stuff i say are all like u hit a bull-eye
"u say u wont..............."
end up is wat i told u guys
it normal, most of the human will do the same way
it just how u control it
all is depend on u
whether u wan it or not
all up to u all
no one is perfect
everybody make mistake
it just tat u nid to REALLY noe the ur mistake
rather den make up a thing to cover ur mistake
or push ur mistake.
do u really think about it
is think about both side
rather then ownself
cause it like wat i say before
u can nvr see the weakness behide ur back
to be more correct,
all human cannot see the weakness behide ur back
u nid someone close to tell u
like family, close friends
they are the one who tell u,
who u are, why are u like tis and tat
but if u dun listen..
tat mean u dun acknowledge ur mistake
maybe is because u think u are right
and someone else is wrong
no point saying now
if ppl still think i am alway wrong
ppls just dun understand me
from the bitterness of disease man learns the sweetness of health
guys think about tis phrase mean
Monday, July 13, 2009
ytd was a busy day
and i miss an impt day for ger and marcus
sry...
and at night was a consider a waste of time
6pm at orchard
was wanted to queue up on behalf of my bro for the iphone
and the person in-charge there say
the queue is short
will be quite fast
less than 2 hrs
but den, my bro will onli reach there at 8.40pm
it is still early, went to the skate park opp there sit down and
watched ppls play skate and played my psp
until 7.30..
went back to queue.. but tat a guy asked me whether wat colour my bro
reserve.. end up the colour he reserve is out of stock
.. den talk...talk...talk.. end up they will deliver to our hse
so good.. but the main point is,
my bro pay the deposit to reserved a white 16g iphone
how can singtel say it is out of stock..
no logic.. anyway after tat end up dint even meet my bro and went home. -_-
reach home i was so sleepy tat i went to slp right away
even now.. im still kinda tired and sleepy
haha.. guess i go rest now since im so free .
when a person ask for help
u tell them to refer to something else
den wat the point of asking for help.
it like the same as
when u dint noe a question,
and when u ask the teacher for help
he/she tell u to read ur textbk to find answer
which u dun understand the textbk
even thou the steps is there.
i wonder if it was a girl
who would u react
it just my guess
dun prove me right.
Friday, July 10, 2009
who can i share happiness with?
who can i share my sorrow with?
IM BORED NOW!!!
seem tat i rather be at work
so it can keep me fit and busy
haiz.. how i wish i could have a "she",
so tat there someone to irritate, pester, disturb and joke to/wif me
i feel like sleeping
tml is my shift again :(
Thursday, July 9, 2009
yo... back to blog again
haha.. ytd was my 1st day of shift at work
took cab there in the morning cos i carry a heavy big bag
reach there about 7.25am
waited awhile before my rota have to fall in
after tat, have our equipments check on our own vehicle
at 9 have our morning drill
which is a Scenario drill
last for about 1 hour
rest an hour
continue wif CA Drill
donning of CA suit
den do some "exercises"
after tat rest and have our lunch
rested until 2pm have around roll-call
do some cleaning den nth much.. walk around.
relax awhile until 3.30pm
went of wif my PL to hydrant testing outside
saw wp when i passby his sch
didnt call him cause i inside the PL wif other guys
return to base at around 4pm plus
straight away went to do gate duty -_-
until 6pm relax and wait for dinner
at around 7.30pm
just finish my dinner and talking wif my mum
i hang my phone, last than 5sec
the siren rang, turn out for my PL
run all the way down to change to my bunket gear inside the PL
one of my mate was just bathing halfway have to rush to the PL wif just pant.. -_-
haha... he was so shag was he say "i was bathing halfway sia, fuck!" LOL
the incident place was at tampinese area
inside the PL, lucky we have eugh time to change if not i oso dunno wat will happen
all kan jiong like hell.. haha
and u noe wat,
my 1st turnout was ..........................
(wanna noe right.. ask from me :D)
return to base at 8pm plus
went to night lecture straight until 9.30pm
after tat, the time until next morning 5am is free time
unless u have turnout la
i rmb in the night, alot of siren going on
alot of ambulance turnout and others
too bad my PL was not involve
woke up at 4am
den another gate duty until 6am -_-
have to fall in, cos they will teach a equipment every shift
after tat prepare equipments for our drill later at 7am
"excercise/drill" until 8am gather around and explain some stuff for next shift and other informations
do some cleaning, sweeping
den they release us at 9.30....
after tat took bus to bedok inter
bought 2 HL milk, 1 for myself and 1 for my family
an bought 2 packet of dessert for my mum and myself
cos there onli me and her later on at home :D
anyway tat all for my 1st day at work
it a very tiring, relax, exciting and fun
u will noe why once u try it
haha... tat all ba
i dun be bother wat ppl think of me
wat i bother is wat i think of myself
if u lose to urself
u not even fit to be in tis world
Monday, July 6, 2009
NEVER EVEN JUDGE A BOOK BY IT COVER
WHICH U JUST DID!!!
TML OFF DAY FOR ME
NOT MY WORKING SHIFT
HAHAHA
DID WE EVER CELEBRATE A PERSON BIRTHDAY ON A ACTUAL DAY
HARDLY
COS WE ARE BUSY!!!
:D
now i understand wat is
"u will nvr be able to see ur own back"
but i have an define to it
"i may no be able to see my own back'
"but my close/best friends to tell how my back look like"
"and i will try to change the shape of it"
but not for u
and i hope u understand
if not no point wasting my time
maybe OUR time
and in life
u nid to suffer in order for u to grow
when u grow u learn to enjoy life more
so dun complain
and experience is something u cant buy and assuming
Saturday, July 4, 2009
good morning guys!!!!!!!!
i am finally posted out of camp
Wooooooooooooooooooooo
ytd was my last day at camp
sort of miss the food there
cos it free!! haha
but monday still nid go back one last time
to collect some stuffs
btw im posted to changi fire station
i think it near expo there
not so sure myself too
and in future i may meet alot or RTA(Road Traffic Accident)
alot dead bodies. O.o
hope i can take it.. haha
P.o.p Oooooooo!
ytd went home tot wan meet ben
but end up nvr
after tat xiong call
ask me wan meet ma
den i ok lor
3 month nvr meet him le
lol busy wif my course until so jialat
meet him and bao at bedok inter
after went to coffee shop
cos they haven eat dinner
after tat gu(Daniel) and chee how came down
sit down talk awhile
until about 11 plus,
den we went to xiong hse
cos he wan change clothes
after we went to katong to play dota
lol.. we was stop by TP halfway..
heng nth much happen
just a routine check
den play until 4am lidat den we went home
cos they nid go back for NDP rehearsal in the morning
haha.. monday is the day!!!!!!
oh ya. thank ben, derek and jason for coming to
my passing out parade.. thank
i think the food is more impt then the parede display
LOL!! but seriously the foods tat day was damn nice
better than wat we normally.. damn
haha
gtg le.. bye
take care guys
All humans all born selfish
and make them onli think of themself first
but if they can sacrifice it just for their friends
maybe tat wat i call truth friends
but not everyone can do tat so easily
and not everytime they will do it
cos it is no point if u sacrifice yet they dun notice/know
and understand.
